So this morning I have the girls at the table working on "School" and it was Bible time and I was thinking to myself not right now. I was going back 'n fouth from the table to the kitchen getting lunch made. When Jessalla look at me and said that she was done and was getting things out for Bible time. And I ask her to help Eammah pick her things up and get things out.
It came time to sit down and we did our song and had a great time, and about time to start reading and Jessalla looks at me and when the saddest eyes I have ever seen ask " Mom if God loves us so much why does he not have daddy here with us more?" What do you tell her, As I'm thinking to what to say, she looks and says "what are we not getting?" I then look at her and ask her what are you talking about, "what are we not getting"
Jessalla- I have hear you say before that you have not got the leason that God wanted you to because it's still not going well. Or that he is "testing" you and you have not pass.
Me- well hun sometimes it not use that have the leason to learn or the test to pass, and we the just who God uses to help him. And maybe that is what God needs from us right not.
Jessalla- Well then is there something different that we need todo?
Me- Well, I'm not sure. But we can pray and ask God if there is.
Jessalla- Okay, ( she sits there for a minute without saying anything) Lets pray!!
Me- well lets finish Bible time first
Jessalla- I think we just did, don't you!?
Me- well, yes
So we pray and they both got down and went and played. She is so old for her age. And she may just be under five but today God was talking to me useing her. And I have to remember to talk to her about Matthew working more than I do. I know that it's hard on her and we are working on making it work.
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